Memories and Hope

Memories and Hope
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Continuing the book, "In a Heartbeat," by Loretta Ellsworth, Eagan who dies after an accident, donates her heart to Amelia, who is saved because of this. The one who's now alive suddenly becomes different, liking things that she had never touched upon before. This seems like fate and that they were destined to exchange a life for the another. I feel that memory places a big part in the story. The book suggests that memory are significant and that it represents some one's personalities. Even if a person is gone forever, as long as you still remember that person, that person will still be living inside your heart. Hoping also means a lot to the author. Her life experiences are similar to the plot itself too.

Memories are important to everyone, of course. It's what make up who we are. Without it, we would be soulless ghosts that constantly forgets everything every seconds. Our decisions would be affected and we would have to continuously relearn things that we've learn ten minutes ago. We wouldn't know our names, our age, our parents, our friends. We would be nobodies. Connecting this to the story, Amelia starts to behave different then she used to be. She figured that she had obtained the characteristics of her donor as a matter of fact. Because of this, Amelia starts to experience and realize things that she never would have bothered to look at before. It's like she had went through a hidden world. Someone else's memories gave her a chance to look at things that were new to her. She develops interest for skating and even started to like purple lollipops, which was inherited by her donor. This made me believe that memory is significant for someone's growth. Even though Eagan is dead, her unique self is still there, just in another form. A part of her still lives within us, although it may just be in our memories. And if you think about it the other way, you also learn from memory because if you failed the first time, you'll know what to do the next time to do better.

I feel that the author, Loretta Ellsworth probably wrote the book in honor of her mother and nephew, who are a bit similar to Eagan and Amelia. Her mother and Amelia are alike because both have poor health although her mom did died from congestive heart failure, which was also Amelia's problem but was resolved with Eagan's heart. Her nephew and Eagan are also a bit alike because they died from an accident that costed their lives and are also both organ donors. She understand how it feels to lose a relative and feels that a part of them still lives in her memories.

And also, I think that she wrote this book to change what have happened to her mother. Instead of dying, this story brings hope to patients waiting for a new heart like Amelia. Hope is a small theme in the story because she wants to encourage patients to not give up and that miracles could happen. Stressing over something would only worsen the problem. It means the same thing as giving up.

Overall, memory and hope are essential aspects of the story impacts not only the characters in the story but also the author itself. Think about it, if you have good memories, even if the end of the world was coming, you wouldn't regret a single thing. And even if that day going to come, that doesn't mean that you have to stop hoping. Therefore, I believe that it's important to remember and to hope.